Interpersonal Communication Application
this summer has taught me a lot. it’s really weird too because I took this class thinking it was going to be just a speech class for my major but it ended up being this massive therapy session for everyone else and I just kinda sat there and listened.
I learned so much about myself. mainly that i’m not a very nice person and that I have more to work on than I would actually like to admit. Like besides my anger issues, I stone wall, I avoid situations, I hoard emotions, I hold a lot in and it comes out of this emotional jug as leakage which transcribes into passive aggressiveness and micro aggressions. Which will push people away. I’ve chosen to be anti-social so that I will not burden people with my lame problems or let anyone know the actual struggles I face.
I’m pretty annoyed at just how much work I have to do in order to better myself— believe me when I say it’s a hell of a lot and it’s not going to be easy either. I have to get those therapy sessions started soon.