What up world?
So ummm, I bought a Nintendo 64 today. Fucking stoked about that. Worked an eight hour shift at work today—nobody thought I was mermaid today. Umm weird looks from people because I have blue hair now. Cool webcam chat with Mr. Russell about Storm~Troopers and the Hitler head he found in his closet, that dude makes me smile so much it’s stupid. He’s so fucking awesome— his sense of humor is insane.
Different story….I tried to push him away. But when he promised me he wouldn’t walk away when I pushed— I guess he wasn’t lying. He said he wasn’t going to allow me to push him away. I’ve never had anyone really do that before. It feels weird.
Honestly, I don’t understand why people are “drawn” to me (their words, not mine). I’m fucking weird. I’m 18 years old, I can’t drive, I write poetry to express myself, I listen to music 24/7, I want to tour, I go to a community college, and I almost died of happiness when I got a Nintendo today— oh and did I mention I don’t do drugs or drink and I’m obsessed with Star Wars, Hello Kitty and Harry Potter? What the ACTUAL FUCK?! I don’t understand it all. I’m fucking weird.
I keep listening to Wiz Khalifa’s “Young, Wild, and Free” hoping that it’ll be some kid of anthem for this weekend.
I officially lose my life for 16 weeks beginning the 28th. I’m ready for school, just not ready for 6 AM wake up calls or writing papers in French.
I didn’t memorize my poem. Fucking FAIL JUNE.
Why is it that the more I push certain people away..the more they want my attention? grrr….
I miss him. I feel guilty because of that. fuck.
Oh, and I’m like 99.6% sure I’m going to SXSW in Texas next month. FUCK YEAH.
